I had the kids with me on Friday at work. What a busy day, I was there physically there but mentally I was way out of there. I also took the time to explain to my dear daughter who asked me why I wear glasses. I explained to her that I wear them because when I became a parent all the stress related to taking care of them slowly burnt some of my brain cells and because of that some other cells had to take over and obviously it was those for my sight that took over therefore explaining my loss of perfect vision.
I am still knitting that orange hoodie, almost finished but not there yet ! Right now I am kinda disappointed in my cooking skills (Dude I used to be real good at it ) I fudged 2 pies, 2 PIES. I cannot beleive it, I could I mess up 2 pies. I had done the recipe before at my sister's house and they were great and now they honestly taste like poo. I would not care any other day but I said I was going to bring some at work and now I can't bring any cause I burnt them ! I cleaned the living room I was happy that decided to go shopping. Called Mr. X and had brunch with him and the kids, it was ok but I got a massive migraine I was feeling sick and needed to lie down.
I ended up going to his place, lied down and slept for 3 hours ! Christ, I have to stop seeing him, I have to stop that because I am giving him false hope that eventually we'll be back together. He is so hopeful and it's my fault. He will never move on if I keep seeing him.
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